9/12, 6/1.

(11:03:26 PM):It seems like I was glancing over at you in the movie theatre yesterday
(11:03:46 PM):unloading pumpkins this morning
(11:04:42 PM):maybe around lunchtime wandering into dark rooms in the church and hoping you'd follow.
(11:30:53 PM): I love you. i mean, i'm totally in love with you. had no idea it would ever happen, but glad it did, because you make me fantastically happy, even on a really bad day. like today? had a few tests, can't talk because i lost my voice w/ a cough, have ridiculous amounts of work still to do, it's 9/11 to top it all off, and it's been the best day of the week because i got to spend so much time talking to you. I feel like writing songs about you, you inspire me that i can go and do something worthwhile. I'm crazy, i know i am, but that's how much i'm into you. Like... there's not even a way to describe it. bliss, nirvana, whatever, i don't understand it, and i don't want to. all i know is that you make me ridiculously happy. it's amazing. YOU'RE amazing.

My dearest doctor.
I must indeed inform you that I’ve fallen quite madly in love with you (strange as it may seem), and the zeal, if you will, that I feel is driving me beyond the taut line of my sanity.
The cure to my ailment merely consists of one simple thing…easy enough to get, but the decision to offer it is entirely up to you…
If you so desire to give it to me, you will be faced with constant fluctuating and unspeakable evils, yet at the same time the great and the terrible.
Scary thing, isn’t it.
Know what it is yet?
The choice is yours, doc.

[June 1, 2009 9:30 PM.]