Thursday, February 4, 2010

LAMF.

Very short post to follow.
[Edit: Well... sorta?]

This is to all who read this blog [and even those who don't regularly, or are just stopping in] who feel like they aren't good enough, or that they've been given too much to handle.

Everyone's just been really... down lately. Including myself, but I blame hormones.

Neurotransmitters.
WHATEVER. xD

First of all, stop and really think about who loves you. It might not do much, but honestly, when you think about how lucky you are to have that person in your life, it's like.. this overwhelming wave of happiness, and you can't go back from that.

Second.
Today, I discovered that making other people feel better makes you feel a lot better about yourself... whether that's making everyone on your AIM buddy list feel happier with a compliment, or addressing one specific friend's needs.

Third.
I happened upon this certain blog today, and read this:
I was sad today...and i think God must think I'm pretty tough...because he won't give us more than we can handle....so I feel honored He thinks I can handle all this.

Yeah, admittedly, I'm not much of a religious person.
...Alright, not at all.
But! I think the premise behind her statement stands!
Let's replace "God" with "fate". Theoretically, we should all kick the shit we get in the groin, and be like, "Hey, I'm living my life here. You ain't stoppin' me now, I've got people to do and things to see."
Application?
You should just look all the drama and supposed "bad karma" in the eyes and say bitch, I can take you faster than a shot of vodka on Valentine's Day.

Wait a minute... backfired.
Well, I thought it was kinda clever.

Anywho. I'm not going all omniscient on your asses. I'm not going to try and act like I understand what's going on.
But we shall OVERCOME! Be happy!
Viva la revolution.
Tell your lady you love her, let your guy be macho for a day. Y'know?
Maybe we'll make the world happier.

And while we're waiting, have a goddamn amazing day.

-CS.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

This morning, I read this fantastic piece on social norms and people's relationships.

The students that scared me the most, however, were the human-like creatures; the werewolves and the vampires. The werewolves seemed so normal, so great. They were so hard to pick out some days. The only way to notice them was to watch them. A week before the full moon, they'd get antsy. They'd scratch, they'd pick, they'd rip at their skin. Their eyes would widen and grow wild. Hair would grow and their clothes would seem so unbearably small.

When asked, "Hey, are you okay?" they'd nod enthusiastically while looking for escape routes. Then, the day of the full moon, they'd change.

They would get mean. Nasty. Everything you had once thought about them would be ripped to shreds. Their personalities would practically shift.

The vampires were always beautiful. Their skin was flawless. Their hair perfect. They would look at you with a lofty smile. They could draw anyone to them, make anyone see them in a sexual way. Their smiles were always sincere but distant. Their voices: lilting, barely audible, but a musical note for each guttural sound. It was always a treat to hear them speak.

But once they had you in their hands, they had you. They'd occasionally keep human familiars – poor, depraved humans who would cling to the attention and to the beauty of the vampires. These humans were horribly mistreated. Sucked nearly dry each night. Thin and frail, they'd limp beside their masters, always grinning from ear to ear, while the vampires silently mocked them.

Pretty nice, huh?
If you want to read more, you can find the piece here.


Anyway, I haven't blogged in a very long time, and I've gotten bugged quite often for it. Problem is, I really have nothing to blog about.
Last night, I told someone I didn't want this blog to become an emotional dumpster again. I'm just not looking to share my feelings with the world, you know?
If you're concerned, you can ask. That's my view on the matter. *shrugs*

...It seems like I had something else to say, but I can't remember it now.
Yay efficiency! :D
I'll continue this blog later tonight, I suppose.
Until then!

-CS.