So you were born in an electrical storm, took a bite out the sun and saw your future in a machine built for two. Now your rays make me kind of go crazy, shock and awe and amaze me, just a ticker tape parade and me, but something was wrong till you tap danced on the air in the night.
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I'm sick.
No, not really, I'm not sick.
Been listening to Nataly Dawn talk about cats in wagons, though. So then I went on iTunes and found this cool "single of the week" thing. Free music!
But while I was going to get said free single, I saw two things-
1. Taylor Swift is apparently the featured artist of the week. What the fuck, Taylor Swift? Why? Does iTunes really pity her that much as to give her Halloween week?!
I personally don't think she deserves it.
2. "Pre-order Michael Jackson's This Is It NOW!"
Yeah, I don't want to see This Is It. Or that new Heath Ledger movie for that matter. I just feel really intrusive about it all.. if they'd want us all to see, you know? As Jasmine so eloquently put it, "I mean, I throw out all my rough drafts. It's like I write my revisions, and woosh, they're gone! Why would anyone want to willingly hand them over to people?"
It hit me today how much people change since primary school. It's just... really weird, mainly because you can't help to wonder if the people you thought you knew have changed or just stayed the same. Weird, right?
Also kinda freaking out about colleges. I got an email from a college guy today.
It's like "Dude, I'm a sophomore.. must I consider future options NOW? Come on, 5 more minutes?" And with all the seniors I know, it just comes across as a really shitty process.
I know it's my excuse for everything, but I really want to see Dylan soon, because with all life's recent twists and turns and random mandering around places it shouldn't.. I want an escape of sorts. And he tends to provide. Things are just so different around him, it's great.
Plus everything's better, you know?
I don't know.
Maybe I need sleep.
I say really too much. And propone. And don't. And I.
_ shall ponder these things tonight if _ ever get some sleep. Usually love Halloween, but for some reason today has been quite out of the ordinary pleasant loop. _ just feel particularly.. not glum as much as pensive, but in the sorta dreary way.
Yeah, sleep sounds good. _ think _ do ______ need it.
Insert emote here.
Good night, nation.
-CS.
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